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Thursday, October 20, 2011

The Jungle, Part Five

Thus the tale concludes! I'd really like to know what people think of the ending. Oh, and just to let you know, this part of the story is NSFW due to explicit content.

The Jungle, Part Five

As Mkab scowled, Priyat stepped back and stood beside the elder troll. The two of them spoke quickly in hushed voices, humming and gesturing. It wouldn’t have mattered if they’d been shouting; Mkab couldn’t understand a word of the bizarre sing-and-flail troll language.

“If you’re going to kill me, just do it,” Mkab spat. “It won’t matter. One day the army will come and kill all of you.”

Priyat folded his arms. “The army will never find us. We move every season.”

“We? You traitor.”

“I’m not the one who abandoned all sense of human decency, Mkab.”

“They are savage, and not human.” Mkab gave one last attempt at struggling out of his bonds. It was as futile as it had been the first time. One of the trolls around the bonfire laughed. Mkab felt his fury ebbing away. He’d stared death in the face too many times; fear and rage were for the young. Mkab felt only disgust for the trolls and Priyat. “I’m done talking to you. Kill me, unless you don’t have the balls.”

“You’re more like them than you think, chap,” Priyat said. That brought the blood back to Mkab’s face. “Despite your backwards way of thinking, the aaman greatly respect a fearless warrior such as yourself. As such, they aren’t done with you yet.”

The elder troll raised his arms with a sweeping gesture, and the rest of the tribe made a deafening cry in harmonized voices. Priyat receded into the shadows, his eyes gleaming. The elder sang in a tremulous voice as the painted silver symbols on his body gleamed and danced in the glow of the bonfire. Mkab saw a shower of sparks reach up to the stars; they were giving more logs to the flames. The men switched places with the women around the circle of the fire, and the female trolls began gathering up the spoils of the hunt. Mkab couldn’t turn his head to see what they were doing, but they took the bodies of the warriors he’d killed, as well.

A heavily muscled troll painted like a jaguar approached Mkab, brandishing an obsidian knife. It could have been the one that Mkab had taken from the dead warrior.

“Go on, cut my throat, coward.” The troll didn’t seem to understand him, and approached without a hint of fear or caution. Mkab gritted his teeth but kept his eyes wide open, refusing to face death with fear.

The blade dug into his chest and painted a bright red slash, almost from shoulder to shoulder. It was a skin-deep wound, but the blood still seeped out freely and trickled down his stomach and onto the ground. Then the troll hooked a hand into Mkab’s belt and slashed down, cutting Mkab swiftly and methodically out of the rest of his clothes.

A wizened old troll woman, more flesh and wrinkle than substance, appeared from the shadows to stand beside the elder troll. Like all the trolls, she was naked but for a breechcloth and her torso had been painted much like the elder’s. She had a necklace made of various skulls; the largest one looked like it had belonged to a cat. It hung between her breasts, staring at Mkab through empty sockets.

Her voice was leathery, but it was shrill enough to be heard over the din of the flames. The warriors began to dance around the fire again, and Priyat translated from his seclusion in the shadows as the old woman waved her arms and sang:

“You are naked in the sight of the elder gods, the great hunters of the jungle: jaguar, tooth-lizard, eagle, and snake. We speak through our loyal vessel, the shamaness Avoye. In our eyes you have been judged worthy, for though you are not of the aaman, you have bested their warriors and borne your wounds with courage. You are not of the aaman, but your spirit, your seed, is strong. Your warrior’s blood will join with the blood of the aaman, and make them stronger.”

Mkab rocked back and forth, hoping to loosen a stake or two. Shouting and cursing would only waste his breath; he had little time left before they slit his throat and fed his blood to their cannibalistic warriors.

The burly jaguar-warrior returned, brandishing the same knife. Mkab pulled at his ropes, but the pain in his ankle and ribs were throbbing heavily, and his chest and face wounds were bleeding the fight out of him. The troll stood over him and held the knife against his own palm. In the firelight, the blood looked black. It seeped down from the troll’s hand, invisibly along the obsidian blade of the knife, to dribble onto the gash across Mkab’s chest. The jaguar troll returned to the circle of dancing warriors, and another troll took his place above Mkab. The shamaness continued to sing as each warrior came and let out a few drops of blood onto Mkab’s wound.

Now what? Mkab wondered. I’ll never join them.

Priyat began to translate for the shamaness again:

“The blood of the aaman’s mighty warriors has been given to this strong outsider, that he may draw from their strength and add his ferocity to the tribe. By the elder gods of the jungle, the gods of water and sky, earth and spirit, let the joining commence!”

The red warriors returned to their drums. Doom, doom. The women had returned from the huts, their arms slick with blood. They carried the skins of the slain animals, stretched tight across wooden frames, and others hefted stone slabs between them, piled high with meat. The slabs were placed amongst the coals as the men resumed their dance around the bonfire.

A small figure emerged from the shadows, wearing nothing but bright paint, reminiscent of a tropical bird. Her hips and breasts were small, but her lips were full and sensual, her eyes big, round and dark. In her hands was a clay jug.

She was one of the savages all along, Mkab thought. You fool, she led you right to them. Mkab had no idea why a fairy would be consorting with trolls, but he knew that nobody would bother to answer his question.

The fairy turned to the shamaness, who produced a carved wooden bowl filled with a glowing cobalt liquid. The young woman set down her jug and drank deeply of the thick substance. As she handed the bowl back to the shamaness, her eyes had begun to gleam as they had when she’d consumed the mushrooms in the jungle. She lifted the jug and approached Mkab.

Mkab kept his lips firmly sealed. The fairy knelt down beside him and stroked the wounded side of his face, gently. He wanted to scream at her, but he knew that as soon as he opened his mouth, whatever was in the jug would get poured down his throat. As her earthy scent filled his nostrils, he reminded himself firmly that she was a fairy, and she’d betrayed him. His body responded of its own accord; even it was betraying him. Mkab had never felt so exposed.

“Pa’ish’te lach dee’ann,” she whispered into his ear. A chill ran down Mkab’s spine. The fairy brought the jug to his lips, but he refused to drink.

“Oh’eel,” she said in an urgent tone. “Toh’eel.”

Mkab said nothing. The fairy lifted the jug to her own mouth and drank, then leaned down to kiss Mkab.

No, Mkab thought. It worked with the mushrooms; it’s not going to work this time.

He wasn’t expecting something to jab him in the ribs. Mkab’s cry of pain gave the fairy time to spit the contents of her mouth into his. As Mkab gurgled and choked on a bitter liquid, she dumped the remainder of the jug into his mouth. He tried to spit out as much as he could, but between coughs he had to gasp for air, and it felt as though a fire was going down his throat.

“You crazy fairy bitch!” He screamed, his voice hoarse. He wondered what the concoction was supposed to do. If they’d wanted to kill him they wouldn’t have bothered with poison.

Doom, doom. Doom, da-da doom doom boom. More drums were joining in the rhythm, and the singing had resumed. Warriors were forming a new circle; instead of dancing around the fire, they were twisting and swaying around Mkab and the fairy.

Mkab could feel the heat from the potion spreading throughout his entire body, down to his toes and the tips of his fingers. The fairy was playing with the blood on his chest, drawing swirling symbols on his stomach and arms. She smiled at him, and began to draw more symbols lower down. He struggled, tried not to be aroused, tried to think of the burned bodies of children he’d seen in the war, his father’s funeral, the fear he was supposed to be feeling, anything, but her hands were on him, and then her mouth...

The rhythm of the drums became quicker, a fever beat. The singing was breathy and full of grunts and moans. The women had traded places with the men again, and they were dancing around him, painted and naked. His head swam. All he could see, all he could think of, were thrusts and moans, painted breasts and swaying hips.

The fairy was atop him suddenly, and with no resistance at all he was inside her. No, he told himself, I am not aroused. Yet somehow he was wishing that the ropes were gone so that he could grab her by the waist, or ball his fists in her hair. As she moved atop him, the swirling bodies and crackling flames faded away, until all he could see was her. She was like a dark goddess, wild and free and alive, tossing her hair about as she screamed with abandon. All Mkab could hear were the drums, the song, and her voice high above it all, moaning in her strange language.

The rhythm grew faster, then faster still. She moved atop him to the beat, and her eyes seemed to be glowing brighter. The look she gave Mkab was a hungry one. As the voices peaked in a thunderous crescendo and the drums throbbed as quickly as Mkab’s heartbeats, she dug her nails into his chest, threw her head back and screamed.

It was enough to bring Mkab over the edge. As his entire body tensed and he spent himself inside her, he added his scream to hers. He shut his eyes tight, and the afterimage of the fairy’s body, aglow from the firelight, danced behind his eyes.

She collapsed atop him as a collective sigh went up from the trolls. Blood and paint mingled between their bodies. Mkab opened his eyes and stared at the stars, feeling empty.

The drums had ceased, save for a rapid thrumming rhythm that seemed to be coming from far away. As Mkab listened, it grew louder, and seemed to be coming from above the trees. Wait...

The village was suddenly awash in light, brighter than any bonfire. The circle of trolls broke as they ran in all different directions. Many warriors took up bows and began firing arrows at the metal bird that was coming down from the sky. The fairy woman was desperately pulling at the stakes that held Mkab to the ground.

Mkab saw Priyat approaching him from the shadows. In his hands was an assault rifle. That’s mine, Mkab thought. It looked heavy in Priyat’s spindly arms. There was a blur of dark hair, and the fairy was standing in front of Mkab with her arms outstretched.

“Move.” Priyat said.

“Ne.”

“I said move. He’s doomed us all.” He raised the rifle. The woman didn’t step away, but she was shaking violently. Mkab wondered if Priyat would shoot. He didn’t think so, but he hadn’t been expecting the girl to take a bullet for him, either.

Something small and metallic was sticking out of Priyat’s neck, suddenly. He had a confused look on his face before he fell forward into the dirt, landing on top of the gun. Trolls were running to and fro in panic, and one stepped right on Priyat.

As the helicopter descended into the village clearing, Mkab started to laugh. He promised himself that it was the last time he’d ever take on a job in the jungle.

***

“We can’t let him go,” Marko said. He pushed his small round glasses up his nose. “He’ll run to every free press with the story.”

Mkab nodded his agreement as he puffed on a cigar. Priyat had proven himself to be too dangerous.

“That’s the government’s problem,” Chula said as she put her feet up on the kitchen table. “Not ours.”

“The government will make it our problem,” Mbwann replied as he wiped his eyes.

“Honestly, it’s hard to take you seriously when you’re cutting onions.” Wu was writing up the report.

“Somebody has to feed you.” Mbwann dumped the onions in a wooden mixing bowl. “Nobody can stomach your cooking, Wu. Back to the point, if we let Priyat go, it’ll come down on our heads at some point. Maybe not right away, but the last thing we want is a stain on our reputation or the Minaxan army coming after us.”

“They won’t send the army, they’ll send assassins,” Chula snapped as she lit a cigarette. “Hurry up, will you? I’m starved.”

“Yeah, shooting defenceless trolls is hard work, eh, Chu?” Wu looked up from his papers.

“They’re not defenceless,” Mkab said.

“Is someone still sore?” Chula said with a mock pout.

Mkab pointed at his eye. “You try fighting a wildcat without a gun.”

“Quit bitching.” Mbwann turned on the tap to wash the lettuce. “Bigger risk, bigger cut, we all agreed. You didn’t lose anything vital.”

“Just his pride,” Wu chuckled.

“Leave off it,” Taz said as he stood up from the table. He opened the fridge and poked his head around, and returned to his seat with a beer in hand.

“Can we get back to the point?” Marko was drumming his fingers on the table. “What are we supposed to do with Professor Priyat?”

“Just sell him with the trolls,” Wu suggested.

“We can’t,” Marko said. “The agreement was for just trolls.”

“The empire doesn’t care what we send them,” Wu said as he went back to his papers. “They’ll pay more for trolls, but sending Priyat to them is the only way to silence him...other than putting a bullet in his head. The sooner we get rid of him, the less likely his disappearance will be traced to us.”

“What about the girl?” Marko asked.

Mkab and Taz shared a glance. Taz was the only person he’d told. Mkab’s official report had omitted a few details.

“What about her?” Wu asked. “They’ll take her, too.”

“Better check with the boss,” Mbwann said as he tore leaves off the head of lettuce. “Other buyers will pay more for a fairy.”

Chula stood up. “So we’re slavers, now?”

“You didn’t gripe when Minaxa asked us to remove the trolls from the jungle,” Wu said reproachfully.

Chula tossed her cigarette butt at him. “I did, you just have a selective memory. Remove them from the jungle, fine. Sell them to the Empire, that’s a different story.”

“You can leave anytime you want to, Chu,” Marko said in a low voice.

As she stormed out of the room, Mkab stood up.

“What, you have a problem with this too?” Marko asked him. “They almost killed you.”

Mkab shrugged. “Do what you want with the trolls. I’ll be right back; too much hot air in here.”

Mkab didn’t go outside. He took the hallway from the kitchen to the basement stairs and went down. Farak was standing sentry.

“Come to gloat over them?” He asked.

“No. I just want to spit in Priyat’s face one last time.”

“Be my guest. Maybe it’ll shut him up; he’s been trying to convince me to set him free for hours.”

Mkab chuckled and walked past Farak to the cells. Priyat was at the far end, in a cell by himself so he couldn’t conspire with the trolls. Mkab would visit him in time, but there was somebody else he wanted to see first.

They’d given her clothing, but her face and arms were still caked in old blood and paint. Her hair was a tangled mess. In the cell was a dirty mattress, a pail, and a plate of untouched vegetables. She looked up at Mkab with hurt eyes.

“Ey’ach,” she spat.

“They want to sell you,” he said to her. “The boss will sell you to the sex slavers because they pay the most. This job was big. You don’t understand how badly everybody wanted the trolls off that land. We got paid big money to do it with no questions asked, and even bigger money to sell the trolls instead of killing them. If we didn’t do it somebody else would have, and they’re just savages. So are you, but you don’t belong in an Imperial quarry pit.”

“Oo’sch ulk.” She picked up the plate and threw it at the bars. The plate shattered, and soggy vegetables went everywhere. A piece of broccoli landed on Mkab’s forehead. He flicked it away.

“You’re angry. I would be too. But you’ll forgive me. I got the biggest cut from this job, and I’m going to buy you.”

Friday, October 14, 2011

The Jungle, Part Four

Okay. One more after this and I should be done with this story. Enjoy!

The Jungle, Part Four

Mkab tried to stammer something as he pointed at the fairy’s face. “Your...your eyes. They’re glowing like the mushrooms.”

The woman tilted her head at him and smiled. “Luz’i’na kray’im tatu,” she said. The cobalt glow of her eyes was both chilling and compelling. She pointed at his face. Mkab stood back up. He forgot to favour his good leg, but his feet felt numb and light as cotton. There was no pain.

Mkab wanted to kiss her again. He’d forgotten all about the trolls, his injuries, the dangers of the Laxtica. He couldn’t even hear the drums. He leaned forward and tried to grab her, but she danced away, laughing.

Her laughter was like music, and her eyes were white-hot coals. Behind and around her, the jungle was coming to life. The grey leaves of the trees became a vivid green. The mushrooms glowed like tiny torches on the ground, swaying with the laughter of the fairy’s music. The roots of the trees writhed like snakes, and Mkab started to dance away from them to protect his feet.

“What was in that mushroom?” he asked. Mkab didn’t realize that something he ate could hit him so quickly. He wondered why she had fed it to him.

The jungle glowed and pulsed to the music of the crickets and frogs. Oh. I can see in the dark.

DOOM, DOOM. The drums were deafening, beating like the pulse of a giant black-blooded heart, somewhere beyond the lights and sensations of the fairy’s ring of mushrooms. The wailing of the trolls came back to Mkab then. It sounded like demons shrieking in the night.

The fairy ran up to him and put a hand on his chest. “All’atz yatu,” she whispered. Her scent filled Mkab’s nostrils again and he shivered. Before he could take her in his arms, she grabbed his wrist and started pulling him away. Away from the mushrooms and into the livid, pulsing jungle.

DOOM, DOOM. Drumbeats pulsed and throbbed around Mkab as the wailing of the trolls became shrieking laughter. Branches became hands that grabbed at him as the fairy led him swiftly through narrow pathways between the trees, her hair trailing between them like a river of liquid obsidian.

“Where are we going?” Mkab asked. With his free hand he carefully slid his dagger back into his belt.

“Hass,” she whispered urgently.

DOOM, DOOM. The smaller drums and the wails of the trolls were receding, but the big bass throbs were getting so close that Mkab could feel them in his chest. He and the fairy reached a wall of rock with jagged edges like teeth. She knelt down and slunk along the wall and Mkab mimicked her.

Their progress was slow. The leaves whispered words in a susurration of unknown languages as Mkab’s footfalls made the moss sigh. The ridge behind Mkab was getting lower and lower as the pounding of the bad drums grew louder and louder.

Mkab saw an incandescent glow ahead. Tall, writhing shadows danced across the trees in silhouettes of amber and orange. Shit, he thought, I’ve found the village. I wish I had my radio. He watched as the fairy sunk down to the ground on her stomach and began to crawl forward. Not knowing what else to do, he did the same, hoping that he didn’t crawl over a deathfrog. It’s too late now to go back. Wherever she’s taking me, we have to get past the trolls.

As they crawled, the ridge sloped until it was a knee-high ledge. Mkab dared to look up. There in front of him was the troll village.

Sure enough, the drums were there, bigger than Mkab had imagined, as tall as the trees of the jungle. Aaman painted in red were beating the skins with huge, gnarled clubs. The low wooden huts were bathed in the glow of a great bonfire, its tendrils reaching up to the stars like fingers. Around the fire, trolls with the snarling faces of demon animals danced and chanted, shrieking at each other across the flames.

It’s no wonder they sent us in, he thought. Priyat is a fool. These savages are brutal. They might say it’s about the land, but no good ever came from giving trolls their freedom.

“Ay’ret,” the fairy whispered as she forced Mkab’s head down. I’m not being cautious, he realized. Is it because of the mushroom?

He heard the trolls approach before he saw them. His companion shrieked and started to flee. Mkab got to his feet, cursing himself for losing his rifle. The trolls never would have stood a chance, but all he had left was the knife. The trolls crashing through the trees toward him had spears. Mkab drew the knife and prepared to die.

He wasn’t expecting a rock. It was the size of a fist. It sailed through the air, too quickly for him to dodge, and struck him in the temple. His vision swam and he lost his footing as the trolls came out of the shadows. Unbidden, his grip on the knife loosened and he watched it slide away from him on a bed of dark blue moss. He was watching his hand reach for it as his vision faded to darkness.

When Mkab awoke, his head was pounding. Or is it the drums? Am I dead? The pain in his ribs and ankle had returned, and his left eye wouldn’t open. As his vision returned, he could see the stars above him, and the full moon staring down like an accusing, baleful eye. He looked down to find that he was bound by his wrists and ankles with rough rope, tied to stakes. The heat of the bonfire was nearly cooking his body, and the painted trolls were dancing around the flames right in front of him.

“Well, chap, looks like we’ve bought it.” Mkab looked over to find that Priyat had been tied up next to him. The professor appeared uninjured, and calm considering their predicament.

Mkab struggled with his bonds, but they held tight. “Talk to them,” he said. “Tell them to let us go.”

Priyat shook his head. “They won’t. Only the elder speaks with outsiders.”

Mkab craned his head about, looking for a troll who seemed more important than the others. The dancers were still circling the fire; most of them looked like women. They were naked but for loincloths, and their bodies had been painted to look like the night sky, dotted with stars. Each left breast was a milky white, like the moon. On the other side of Priyat, the drummers in red continued to pound away, as warriors painted like the wild animals of the Laxtica brought back their trophies and arranged them in rows between the giant drums. Each warrior would stand behind his kill, and Mkab noticed that every troll’s body paint matched the animal that they had hunted.

However, there was no elder to be seen. The women continued to dance and wail, and the warriors stood patiently behind their animal carcasses as they watched the other trolls circle the fire. More warriors were arriving, and they added their kills to the rows.

As Mkab watched, four warriors painted like sleek midnight panthers entered the circle of firelight, carrying a pair of bodies between them. Troll bodies, Mkab noted. I shouldn’t be surprised that they even hunt their own kind. Wait...

A panther-warrior shot Mkab an intense glare as he passed. The body that he was holding by the ankles was riddled with holes, too small to be made by a spear. Those are the trolls I killed. They’ll sacrifice me to their troll gods for what I’ve done. Mkab struggled against his ropes again, but the bonds held tight and his ankle was throbbing so much that his vision spotted for a moment. Even if he were to escape the stakes, Mkab knew that he was surrounded, wounded and without a weapon. The battlefields of his youth had never seemed as hopeless as the troll village in the Laxtica.

“Ah, two brave warriors have fallen to their intended prey,” Priyat said.

“They tried to kill me,” Mkab muttered. Let the idiot see them for what they really are.

“And you prevailed, proving yourself the stronger warrior. They will respect you more now.”

“Then why am I tied up?” Wait a minute. “You said they didn’t attack humans.”

Priyat did not reply. The drumming had ceased. The trolls were silent. The women formed a ring around the fire, and the men were arranged behind their kills. The trolls that Mkab had slain were laid out at his feet.

“What’s happening?” Mkab asked.

“Quiet,” Priyat whispered.

“Suck a troll dick.” Mkab struggled again, uselessly. As he pulled at the ropes, a chorus of wails rose up from the collected trolls, splitting into a polyphony of voices. From a hut, a huge, grey-haired troll emerged.

He was painted like no animal Mkab had ever seen. His torso and bare legs were painted in strange silver glyphs, and large bones had been tied into the braids of his hair. They rattled as he walked. His skin was wrinkled and sagging, but his arms and legs were still powerfully muscled, and although his posture was stooped like all trolls, he towered over the others in the village clearing.

The large troll stopped in front of Mkab and Priyat and took a deep breath. He did not speak so much as sing:

“Ooyam varoyaye aamang uchhh.” His voice was a penetrating bass, and when he sang and moved his arms, his painted glyphs seemed to dance.

Professor Priyat began to reply in a nasal, tenor tone. His hands twitched; Mkab figured that Priyat was supposed to use the same gestures as the trolls when he spoke. The response Priyat gave was incomprehensible to Mkab, but it sounded a lot like begging.

“Oobom,” the silver troll said as he waved his hand. Suddenly four warriors stepped forward and pried Priyat’s stakes loose. Nobody moved forward to assist Mkab, and he watched in anguish as Priyat was released from his bondage. The professor rubbed his wrists and looked down at Mkab.

“They have released me so that I can speak with the elder properly,” he explained. “I am certain that he will have questions for you when he is done with me. I will translate for you, if they decide to let me live that long.”

Mkab held his tongue. He watched as the elder and Priyat moaned and grunted and wailed and hummed at each other, their arms flailing nonsensically. Occasionally, the elder would gesture at Mkab, or at the dead trolls. As the conversation went on, the elder’s voice grew louder, and Priyat’s became meeker. Finally, Priyat turned to Mkab.

“The elder wants to know if you killed those Aaman there, beneath your feet.”

“What should I tell him?”

“The truth. He already knows it was you; cats generally don’t shoot their victims, and they tend to eat what they kill.”

“It could have been you.”

Priyat shot Mkab a withering look. “Things will go better for you if you tell the truth. They respect physical prowess. The elder will never believe that I slew two of his finest warriors.”

“Fine, do it. What choice do I have? Make sure to mention that those fucking savages attacked me first.”

“I’ll be sure and leave out the ‘fucking savages’ part.”

“Tell him whatever you want. I can’t stop you, and I don’t think they have a feast planned for us since they already tried to kill us and tied us to fucking stakes beside their giant bonfire!” Mkab wasn’t the praying sort, but he was seriously considering petitioning any god that would listen for help. If only I hadn’t left that transponder at the camp, he thought, the crew would come and rescue me, and show these beasts what hunted really means.

The elder said something to Priyat, and another small dialogue ensued. All the while, the bonfire crackled and the trolls were all ears.

“The elder wishes to know why we are here,” Priyat said.

“That’s between you and him. I’m just your guide.”

Priyat and the elder sang and flailed again.

“He doesn’t believe me. I’ve told him that I’m just here to learn more about their culture, but he says that he found some...human magic at our campsite.”

“Human magic? Even an inbred troll idiot should know that magic doesn’t exist.”

Mkab had no idea how accurately his words were being translated, but as Priyat spoke to the elder, a group of unpainted troll children began bringing items out of the elder’s hut. As he watched them pile his equipment at the feet of the elder, Mkab began to laugh. He found that he could not stop.

“What’s so funny?” Priyat demanded. “Our lives are at stake here, Mkab.”

Mkab wiped the smile off his face. “Then why were you so calm before? If the elder wants to know, that’s a radio, and my survival gear, and a...” A transponder. A little electronic beacon so my crew can come and rescue me. “Well, he’ll never understand what those things are for.”

“Why do you have a radio?” Priyat demanded.

“In case we got lost.”

“The elder doesn’t believe you. And neither do I. You’re not a guide, are you?” Priyat gestured to the elder, and he nodded. One of the red warriors stepped forward and smashed the radio to bits with a single swing of his club. Mkab winced as the warrior did the same to the small plastic box that transmitted his location back to the crew.

“Do you think I’m an idiot?” Priyat asked. “You’re afraid of the jungle, and even more afraid of the aaman. A Laxtica guide would at least be local. I know the government has been paying people like you to try and oust these innocent people so that they can deforest and make more farmland.”

Mkab writhed against his restraints. He didn’t care if the trolls killed him; he just wanted to strangle Priyat first. “You’re a bigger fool than I am if you think these people are innocent.”

“And you’re a fool to think that I was ever deceived by you.”

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

The Jungle, Part Three

Mkab lay on the jungle floor, breathing shallowly to keep his broken rib from stabbing him too deeply. He could feel his ankle swelling up with blood from the sprain. If the trolls came after him, he would never be able to outrun them. It was dark, he was injured, and he was in their environment. Worst of all, he had no weapons and no radio.

Doom, doom. The drums were drawing closer, unmistakeably. Mkab could hear different sets of rhythms coming from separate parts of the jungle. They seemed to be calling out to one another as the big bass drums continued to command them to hunt. Above the crickets’ chirps and hunters’ drums, the wailing songs of the trolls lilted and fell in haunting waves.

Mkab sat up and looked at the corpse lying next to him. So ugly, he thought. He had to admit, though, that the body paint was intensely detailed. Even in the darkness, with only a sliver of moonlight slanting through the canopy, he could see the black-and-yellow jaguar spots covering the troll’s face, arms and naked, heavily muscled torso.

A gleam of reflected moonlight caught Mkab’s eye. Below the troll’s hip, a crude obsidian dagger was tied to its thigh by a leather thong. It was just a jagged piece of rock lashed to a wooden stick, but obsidian was supposed to be sharper than steel. Mkab silently praised his change in fortune and slid the dagger through his belt.

Doom, doom. The drums and wailing continued. Mkab decided that his first step was to get away from the dead body. He brought himself up so that he was standing on his uninjured foot. Slowly he put some of his weight on his right foot, grimacing as he felt the ache spread from his ankle up his whole leg. He didn’t dare check the swelling. If he took his boot off, he knew that it would never go back on. Mkab leaned on his right foot a little bit more and felt ill. It was going to hurt with every step, but he didn’t have a choice. He limped over to the nearest tree. He had to bite his lip until he drew blood to keep himself from screaming, but he reminded himself of the time he’d been shot through the abdomen and the pain abated slightly.

Mkab leaned against the trunk of the tree and checked his pockets with his free hand. Most of his important equipment was back on the ridge. He didn’t think he’d ever find his gun in the dark, but he could go back and get his itzla, his first aid kit, and his compass. He could radio for help, too. He didn’t care about the mission anymore; it was botched. It didn’t matter that Priyat could speak to the trolls. They’d attacked without provocation, just like Mkab had suspected they would. Priyat was probably dead, anyway. Where there were two trolls, there were likely to be more. The ones who’d climbed up the ridge hadn’t used drums. They hadn’t been singing. The thought made Mkab look over his shoulder.

Doom, doom. Every shape in the darkness seemed to be the shadow of a troll. Every tree branch looked like a snake about to drop down and strangle Mkab. He drew the obsidian dagger and waited, listening for a footstep or a breath. Time stretched and slowed between beats of the bass drums. Mkab’s whole world was a symphony in the dark – crickets chirped, drums pounded, trolls wailed, his breath hissed in and out of his teeth as he waited for a sound that did not belong.

Mkab looked over to where he assumed the ridge was. It was impossible to tell in the dark and without his compass, but as he thought about it he knew that he would never make it back up without proper light, especially given his twisted ankle. His only hope was to survive in the valley overnight. His wounds wouldn’t kill him that quickly, but he was likely to catch a fever or an infection. His more immediate concerns were the trolls and the wildcats. Either one of them could easily catch and kill him in his state. His only hope was to stay where he was and hope that no cats smelled his blood. The trolls would be easy to avoid; there was no way that they would hear him over their wild shrieking.

Mkab wanted to sit down, but he knew that it would make him too vulnerable. He listened to the hunters and tried to discern which groups were getting closer and which were moving further away.

Some leaves rustled nearby, but Mkab felt no wind. He turned toward the sound and crouched, dagger poised in front of him. There on a wide, low branch, a pair of reflective eyes were watching him. He waited.

It leapt at him. Mkab saw the sleek, black shape sail through the air and he raised the dagger. The paws landed on him first and he was knocked to the ground. He felt the dagger sink into the soft flesh above him as hot, rank breath filled his nostrils.

The panther yowled and raked Mkab’s face. Mkab cried out and withdrew the dagger. With his free arm he protected his throat. The cat bit down on the flesh of his forearm and he screamed again. Wildly, he stabbed at the beast’s face, hoping to pierce its eyes or skull. The panther shook his arm roughly. Mkab moaned and his vision swam. He slashed again, going for the throat. A stream of warm liquid poured over him, across his face and into his open mouth. He rolled over and retched.

Blood stung his left eye, but through his right he could see the body of the big cat. Its eyes were still open, staring at him as it lay on the roots of Mkab’s tree, soaking the soil with its blood. Mkab watched the life fade from those eyes as he panted, clutching his left arm. He couldn’t decide which injury hurt the most, but he needed to staunch the bleeding from his arm. He blinked and wiped the blood from his left eye, then squirmed out of his shirt and started cutting it into strips.

Doom, doom. Mkab had nearly forgotten about the drums. It took him some time to cut up his shirt in the dark, with a maimed arm. He wondered how long it would take the wound to fester. Cats did not have clean mouths.

As Mkab began to wind a length of canvas around the deep gouges in his arm, he heard soft footsteps padding toward him through the brush. What now? He wondered. The Laxtica seemed relentless in its attempts to kill him. He got to his feet as quietly as he could and clutched his dagger as though it was his last friend in the world.

A child stepped out of the trees, dressed in strips of jaguar pelt and carrying a tall spear. Mkab couldn’t believe his eyes. For a panicked moment, he wondered if he was hallucinating, or dead. The child looked like a girl, and she didn’t have the appearance of a troll at all. Her eyes were big and dark, her wild hair long and ebon. She had a high forehead and narrow chin. The girl tilted her heart-shaped face and looked at Mkab with an eyebrow raised.

“Ellay’atz tatu?” The child whispered. It sounded like a question. She took a hesitant step toward Mkab, her eyes flashing rapidly from his face to the dagger. Mkab wondered whether he was being lulled into a false sense of security. There was nothing to trust in the jungle, not even his eyes anymore, it seemed.

The girl stepped forward again, into a patch of moonlight. Mkab noticed her curves, and realized he was not looking at a child at all. Small, pale, lithe, big eyes, he thought. What the fuck is a fairy doing in the Laxtica, dressed like a savage? The trolls would never admit a fairy into their tribe, would they? Mkab suddenly wished Priyat was there. He would probably know how to speak the fairy language, whatever it was called. Is there a fairy tribe here, too?

“I don’t speak your tongue,” Mkab said in the Atz language. The fairy hadn’t taken another step and her spear wasn’t pointed at him, but Mkab didn’t dare lower his weapon. He tried phrases in all the smatterings of languages that he knew. To his surprise, she giggled.

When she pointed at the dead panther with her spear, Mkab flinched. “Merey’z pasz datu?”

“Yes, I killed it,” he said. “Are you going to try to kill me, too?”

The fairy pointed at Mkab’s wounded arm with her free hand. “Ghorz’tay tatu?” She seemed concerned, but Mkab reminded himself that fairies always had that innocent look on their faces. It was deceiving, he remembered. Mkab didn’t budge; he kept the blade pointed at the small woman. He didn’t find her too physically threatening, but he was already wounded and her spear had a long reach. Besides which, there were plenty of places to find poisons in the jungle. Even if he killed her, a wound from a poisoned spear would kill him in the end.

The fairy held a hand up in a passive gesture. “Aya pasz tu.” She slowly lowered her spear to the ground. “Aya pasz tu.” She pointed at Mkab’s arm. He still hadn’t wrapped the wound in cloth; the blood was leaking slowly out of the gouges that the panther’s fangs had left.

Doom, doom. The big bass drums sounded. The girl’s eyes widened to an impossible size and she cowered. ”Aaman pasz yatu,” she whispered. She looked around cautiously, and retrieved her spear from the ground. She ran over to Mkab and looked at him pleadingly. Her approach startled him, but the fear he could see in her eyes made him lower his guard. She wasn’t going to hurt him; she was shivering with fright.

Before Mkab could say or do anything, the fairy had grabbed his good arm and was dragging him through the trees. She seemed to know where she was going. Mkab decided that if she’d wanted to stab him, she would have done it already. He hoped that she was leading him to someplace safe where his wounds could be dressed.

Her touch was warm on his arm. As he followed her clumsily, the scent of her drifted back to him. It was a rich, earthy musk. Despite the fact that she was fae, Mkab could feel himself becoming aroused. Not now, he thought. There are too many dangers. There were wild fairy tales that spoke of fae women stealing men’s souls with a kiss, but Mkab was more concerned with trolls and the shooting pain coming from his ankle.

Mkab saw a glowing light up ahead. It seemed like artificial moonlight, a halogen glow. His tiny guide was drawing him toward the light. It slanted through the trees, paling his skin and making his blood look black. He shivered. Where the hell is that light coming from? He wondered.

As they approached, he discovered that it wasn’t a single source at all, but thousands of tiny glowing lights, dotting the jungle floor amongst a copse of twisted trees covered in vines. Moon mushrooms, of course. Mkab had never seen them at night before. They bathed him and the girl in a luminescent white glow.

Mkab could see the girl clearly thanks to the glowing mushrooms. She wasn’t all that physically attractive; her forehead was very high and too broad, her eyes were eerily large and she was thin and bony, but the slick sheen of sweat on the bare skin of her arms and stomach made Mkab think of sex. He was wondering what she looked like without the animal skins.

She knelt down. For a brief second, Mkab thought he was having a feverish wet dream, but the fairy was digging into the small leather satchel she carried at her waist. She brought out a small wooden bowl and a leather sack. Within the sack was a white powder; she tossed a pinch into the bowl and added her own spit. As she mixed it with her fingers, the powder turned into a paste.

The fairy woman stood up and smeared the paste onto mkab’s arm, rubbing it into the wounds almost sensuously. The white, frothy liquid burned for a brief moment before making his arm grow numb. His hand could barely move, but the pain had gone away. She prodded at his side, where an angry red splotch was growing underneath his earth-coloured skin, and applied more of the paste. Mkab could breathe easily again.

“What is that stuff?” Mkab asked. He’d never seen such a powerful surface analgesic. He wondered if it was similar to heroin. A part of him hoped not; it had taken him two years to fight off that addiction after his close brush with death.

In response, the fairy pointed to his feet. He wondered how she had known about that injury, but realized that he’d been limping.

“I can’t,” he said as he shook his head. “I’ll never get the boot back on.”

The woman gave him a reproachful look and knelt down. She hiked up his pant legs to find the swollen ankle, pulled down his woollen sock and smeared the last of the paste as far down the boot as her thin fingers would go. Mkab swallowed his pain, which was rapidly abating. To his astonishment, the swelling was going down as well.

Before she stood back up, the fairy picked a few small moon mushrooms. They continued to give off light even after being plucked from the ground. The fairy arched her back, leaned forward and looked up at Mkab with her big black eyes. She offered him a mushroom.

“I’m not eating that,” he said. He shook his head and waved his arms no to illustrate his point.

The fairy gave him a stubborn look and popped a mushroom into her own mouth. She chewed it slowly and swallowed, then began to eat another one. Her arm reached up and lightly touched the back of Mkab’s neck, and she pulled him in for a kiss.

He could have pushed her, or stabbed her, or run away. Instead Mkab let her part his lips with her tongue. She forced pieces of the half-chewed mushroom into his mouth. It was so bitter that it felt like it was burning, but the fairy continued to dart her tongue aggressively around Mkab’s mouth. He thought about fighting her, or spitting out the bitter fungus, but he was feeling soft from the strange painkiller, and drunk on her scent. His very arousal was making him dizzy. As the fairy’s lips parted from his, Mkab swallowed.

Mkab watched the strange woman lick her lips. His eyes travelled up to lock with hers, and he lost his footing in shock, squishing the soft moon mushrooms beneath him.

The fairy’s eyes were glowing.

Monday, September 5, 2011

The Valley of Tears, Part Three

Greetings, all! Had a bit of a hiatus with the two jobs and all, but I'm back! Finally, here's the finale of 'The Valley of Tears'! Thanks for your patience, everyone.

*The Valley of Tears, Part III*

Yel seems to be studying my expression as I examine the holes in the basement ceiling, the charred concrete walls, and then him in turn. He still carries the same wild-eyed look, but the line of his mouth suggests that there is a gravity to the situation that I’m missing.

“I didn’t see any smokestacks up above,” I say.

Yel frowns. “Of course not. Those at least were destroyed, not by them but by us. How could we possibly allow the symbols of our oppression stand, after all that has been done to us?”

I scuff my boot on the floor. There is something that I am missing, something Yel has been hinting at. His frustration with me is palpable. “Why would they have a furnace down here, among the cells?”

It dawns on me right after I ask the question, but I cannot un-ask it. The realization fills me with horror and rage, and a part of me wants to deny it all but I know that I have come too far and seen too much to go back.

Yel grips me by the shirt. “You fool! You ignorant fiurth, don’t you see what’s happened here? What on earth would be burnt here, where nothing was kept but people? My people!”

The denial wells up inside me. “But...the U.P. would never stoop so low as to...”

“How dare you!” he screams in my face. “I was here, dammit, in one of these cells waiting for my turn to be incinerated, the final humiliation for a triaum who is meant to be put into the ground.” Yel begins pacing about the room feverishly, gesturing at nothing in particular. “How dare you come here and tell me that I did not experience years of brutal torture and experiments as the military of New Titania sought to unravel the secrets of the triaum, while they simultaneously subjugated and destroyed us! Words cannot describe, in mine, yours or any language...the level of atrocities that were performed here. We were raped of everything we are as New Titania spread across what was once our land and brought it all to heel.”

“I’m sorry,” I blurt, “I didn’t...”

“I came here with you for a reason, Teddy.” His voice has grown quiet. “There is no proof now that these things ever occurred, save for in the memory of those of us who survived, as well as this charred and blackened room. All other evidence was destroyed, and those of us who managed to return later put the last remnants of ash and bone in this room to rest underneath the soil. There is no proof but our stories of how we were humiliated, forced to trade our secrets for scraps of food and the promise of living to see others burn, instead. You cannot imagine the horror, Theodor, of wondering whether it is courage or madness that makes you hold your tongue for the sake of cultural pride. Wondering whether it would be better to simply fold and give the humans everything they ask for and then burn out of existence, floating on the wind as ash, up into the sky and away from a world that never wanted the triaum or treated us with any respect.”

I stare at the floor. The truth is always a hard pill to swallow, but if Yel is not exaggerating, then the Valley of Tears is worse than anything else that has ever been done to the triaum, and humanity has never treated them kindly.

“How could we have done this to you?” I ask.

Yel slaps me. “How? After all that you have learned of your own kind, still you ask how you are capable of these things? You enslave the hama, you steal our land, you rape and kill each other and still you ask how humans could possibly imprison, starve and incinerate the vast majority of triaum remaining in this land?”

I hold a hand up to the stinging side of my face. “All I meant was...”

Yel steps uncomfortably close to me and I tense up. He takes my hand in his and then suddenly his lips are upon mine. My eyes widen and I pull away. “What...?”

Yel licks his lips. “Ah...sorry, Teddy. We have a different way of resolving conflicts than you do. Humans have so many barriers...maybe that is why you are such a harsh people.” He abruptly turns and beckons for me to follow him out of the furnace room. “So you’ve seen the truth, now...but that is not enough. I have years’ worth of stories to tell you about this place, both my story and those of others both living and dead. I know you are always thorough, but there is much more that you must understand.”

I follow Yel back up the stairs, through the hallways of concrete, and out into the late afternoon sunshine. I feel as though the reality of the Valley of Tears has not yet struck me. After all, it is just me and Yel, the notoriously crazy reactionary. I wonder if there is a balance somewhere, between the way he is portrayed by human media and the way he views himself. I wonder if he would lie to me about the Valley just to further his own agenda, and then a part of me thinks that might be my own hidden, indoctrinated racism, the leftovers of my parents’ generation’s beliefs that I fought so hard to erase from myself.

I notice abruptly that Yel and I aren’t alone.

They are standing a good distance away, but surround us on all sides. Right away I can tell that the crowd is comprised of triaum; the tell-tale childlike faces with wide eyes stare at me from around the corners of concrete walls. Although I am not a large man, I feel as though I am both a giant and an interloper. More startling than their sudden appearance, however, are the clothes that they wear – in the place of traditional, hand-woven outfits they are all wearing uniforms. Each triaum wears a heavy black hemp shirt and pair of slacks, and the shirts are criss-crossed with twin sashes bearing words in the triaum language. I see no clan colours or symbols, just denotations of rank and function.

I have always considered myself a friend to the triaum, but I feel more alone than ever before in my life. Yel looks up at me.

“I told you there were plenty of other stories to tell.”

“Where did they come from?” I whisper. I have no idea why I am being quiet; it is so silent in the yard of the abandoned camp that I can hear Yel breathing beside me. The uniformed triaum can undoubtedly hear my whispers. “And what uniforms are those?”

Yel does not reply to me immediately. Instead he looks around at the triaum and says something in his native language that is too quick for me to catch. The uniformed men and women begin to come closer. There are a lot more of them than I thought originally; there must be hundreds in the camp. Even the children are wearing uniforms. I can feel a bead of sweat forming on my brow.

“Are you frightened, Teddy?” Yel mutters. “Don’t be. I wouldn’t dream of harming you, although they will do whatever I command. We have need of you...and besides which, I like you. To answer your questions, they’ve been here the whole time. And those uniforms are ours.”

“I don’t...wait, here the whole time? You said this place was monitored.”

Yel makes a gesture and a cluster of triaum part to let us through. I am led to the edge of the compound, around the far wall of a building where I cannot see them. From where I am, they do not even seem to make a sound.

“I can see they were making you nervous,” Yel says. “This place is monitored, Teddy, but we know the schedules. You think we just stand around waiting to be counted?”

“But...why here, then?”

“Why not here? Here we can do what we want with no risk of being tracked. There are kilometres of tunnels under us, and with the right equipment we can even grow food underground. You’re not asking the right questions, though, Teddy. There are far more important things going on here than the logistics of a bunch of triaum hiding from the government. You want to know what the uniforms are for. You want to know what our plans are.”

The light is becoming orange as the sun creeps behind the hills. I am more immediately concerned about what Yel’s plans are for me, but I can tell that Yel isn’t done talking.

“I learned a lot from New Titania, Teddy, and I learned a lot from imprisonment.” He is not looking at me. He stares at the falling sun and his eyes are grim. “Humans have done terrible things to us over the years, it’s true, and this valley was among the worst of it. I spent my whole life trying to understand humans, trying to understand why they behave the way that they do, and then the Valley of Tears showed me the truth, the most valuable lesson I could ever learn. The world will not give you anything that you do not take for yourself, and the world does not turn on pity. It turns on fear.”

I feel a lump in my throat as I think about the uniforms.

“We were pushed to the edge, Teddy, and I know you can see what we had to become and why. Meekness and our natural desire to coexist have brought us nothing but centuries of abuse.”

“So you’re an army, then? A revolutionary army?”

Yel smiles, but there is nothing friendly in the expression. He looks altogether feral. “Something like that, but more. I told you I learned a lot from New Titania, who learned a lot in turn from the old empires of Novem. We lost the war for this land because we had no unity, no singularity of purpose.”

I peek around the corner of the wall and look at the gathered triaum. They are standing at attention. I remember suddenly what the New Titania army looked like during their victorious parade, when the United Provinces were created. When the entire continent was united. A continent that once belonged to the triaum alone, I remind myself.

“You’re talking about fascism, Yel.”

“I am.” The sun finally sinks behind the hill and the long shadows have become the grey of twilight. “And you will document it all, Teddy. All our stories, and every moment of our revenge. You’re one of us now, Theodor.” He begins walking back to his army. They stare at me with their great big eyes and I shiver.

“Revenge? What are you planning, Yel?”

Yel raises his arms and the triaum each lift a single fist to the sky in salute.

“Gaua fee kean’si!” Yel cries. Take back what once was ours.

“Ey’sku fee com’kay du’rai!” The army chants in reply. Return the harmony of the land.

Yel looks back at me. “You know exactly what we’re planning, Teddy. Oh, take that shocked look off your face. We shed lifetimes of tears in this valley, but from those tears we watered our hatred and it grew.”

“Do you really think revenge will accomplish anything?” I ask.

“Nothing else has worked in the thousands of years that your people have oppressed mine, Teddy. It’s time we started speaking your language.”

Friday, August 26, 2011

The Valley of Tears, Part Two

Turns out this one wants to be even longer. To my dear readers, you will be treated to part three tomorrow evening! Enjoy...

The Valley of Tears, Part Two

My guide picks his way across the rocky forest floor and I follow, wiping sweat from my brow. I am unaccustomed to walking so much, but the tiny man with flaming hair steps spryly from tree to tree going up the slope and isn’t even breathing heavily. Once in a while he drinks a strange brown concoction from a canteen, but any pauses to catch breath or stave off hunger have been mine.

“You should get more exercise, Teddy,” he says without looking back. “Concrete jungles aren’t good for anybody’s well-being, be they triaum, human or hama.”

“Yeah well,” I pant, “writing is kind of a full-time gig.” I trip over a root and nearly fall on my hands. The triaum grasps my wrist with surprising strength and I am saved from earning a few scrapes.

“Alright, I suppose you could use another short break,” he says as he leans against a maple. I pull my water bottle out of my pack and down a generous gulp. I am dismayed to find that I have already consumed most of my supply.

“Don’t fret over it,” my companion says. “A triaum can find water in a desert.” There is a long-stemmed pipe in his hands, but I do not recall seeing him pull it out from anywhere. He has no backpack and just the canteen around his neck; the pipe must have been hidden somewhere in his coveralls.

I screen my eyes with my hand and look up at the sun. It is already past midday and I have no idea how far away the Valley is. It is hot even in the shade today. “Are you sure this is absolutely necessary?”

There is a sweet, unusual scent on the air. “Of course I’m sure.” He takes a slow puff on the pipe and blows smoke rings at me. “The rangers watch the entire perimeter, but I know their schedules.” He grins and offers me the pipe, but I decline. I have no idea if it’s sweetgrass or dreamweed or devilshoot in that pipe, but I know that none of them are a good idea.

“Why would they be trying to keep people out? Isn’t the site abandoned?”

He takes another puff on the pipe and points back the way we came with his other hand. “If you still think that your government is hiding nothing, I suggest you turn back now, Teddy. We are going to a place of hard truths and hidden secrets. I took you for a man who believes that the quest for truth must overcome the gnawing entropy of fear. Are you he?”

I wave away the smoke he is blowing in my direction. “I still want to know what really happened, yes.”

He smiles as he taps out the contents of the pipe onto the forest floor. “Good, because that was your last chance to back out of this. The Valley of Tears is just over this hill.” He beckons me onward and I follow.

“They will be watching for you on the way back, Teddy. You should never have told anyone about this project. Other people knew better, but you have the burden of believing in truth as a principle, and for that you certainly have my admiration.” Whatever was in that pipe, it’s making him talk more rapidly, and his gestures are even more expansive as he hikes up the hill with me trailing behind. “I want to help you, you see. Without my help the government will make you disappear and then nobody will ever know the truth about the Valley of Tears. You see, it doesn’t matter how many triaum tell people about it, nobody will listen until a human tells the same tale, and people know that you tell the truth. It’s so rare these days, don’t you agree?”

I am panting heavily, but I can see the top of the hill through the trees. “Do you trust me enough to tell me a simple truth, then?”

He grins wickedly at me and runs up the crest of the hill. I arrive beside him half a minute later, sweating buckets.

“I was the first triaum that they should have killed when they brought us here,” he says. Below us is the Valley of Tears: a green river vale pockmarked by low concrete buildings. It isn’t as breathtaking as I had hoped, but I shiver for some reason.

“Not much to look at,” I wheeze. “What secrets could they possibly be hiding here? UFOs? Are they training spies to fight the Empire?”

“Oh, I don’t want to spoil the surprise, Teddy,” my guide says as he starts to pick his way down the steep, rocky hill. “But to entice you I’ll answer those burning questions you’ve been holding so patiently on your tongue.”

“And what questions would those be?” I ask as I adjust my pack. My shoulders are beginning to ache.

“My name is Yel,” he says.

“Yel what?” I reply. Yel is a common given name for a triaum.

Yel says nothing.

I laugh. “You can’t tell me you’re that Yel. He died during the Tlaca riots.”

“Oh, sweet Teddy, how can you be so naïve after all that you’ve seen and done? You’ll have to publish two books. The second one can be called ‘Yel Is Dead And Other Lies The Government Told Me’.”

I begin to wonder if I can trust anything Yel says, or if that’s even his real name. “If the rangers patrol this area, won’t they catch us eventually?”

“They patrol the perimeter, Teddy. Nobody is allowed to look at these secrets; air patrols make sure the rangers don’t get too curious.”

I wipe the sweat from my brow. “That’s an awful lot of effort to ensure that nobody finds out about something.”

“Which just makes it all the more enticing. You think you’re the first person to come looking for the Valley of Tears? You’re just the first human lucky enough to have my protection.”

“What, are you hiding a machine gun along with your pipe? Or do you have some old triaum magic up your sleeve?”

Yel snorts. “Coming from anybody else, that would have sounded pretty racist. No, the last vestiges of our magic died with my sister.”

I stop walking. We’re about halfway down the hill. I can pick out details in the concrete buildings like doors and windows. There is a chain link fence bordering the compound that is broken in several places.

“I don’t mean to offend you, but I can’t tell when you’re being serious or not. I’ve spoken to several triaum who tell me there’s no such thing as magic.”

Yel sits on a stone and looks down at the Valley. “Any self-respecting triaum would tell that to a human, Teddy, but the truth of the matter is that our magic has been dying for centuries...and Drei was the last ember.”

“Wait, Drei was your sister? Drei the Dreamweaver?”

Yel’s smile is gone, and the fire has left his eyes. For the first time he looks the way most triaum do. He looks like a lost child. “I don’t want to talk about Drei.” He stands up and resumes the hike down the hill. I struggle to keep up.

I hear the distinctive caw of a crow as we reach the chain-link fence. Yel slips through a gaping hole in the fence and I follow. All around me are single-storey concrete buildings and well-trod earth. It is like being inside the skeleton of a city. All traces of life have been picked clean. There is a big clearing in the middle with a barren flagpole. Yel walks up to it and makes a mock salute.

“All hail this land of ours, the United Provinces!” His voice echoes off the barren walls. “Home of truth and liberty, and the land of the free!” He turns back to me. “Don’t you feel free, Teddy?”

His eyes have that slightly crazed gleam again and I look away. A part of me is beginning to regret coming to the Valley, but I still want my answers. “More than you do, I’m sure.”

“Oh, you have no idea how free I feel now, Teddy. Even a triaum can’t appreciate true freedom until it’s taken away from them...which brings me to the reason why we’re here. Follow me.” He enters a nearby building and does not even look to see if I am following.

I follow, of course.

Inside the light of the afternoon sun casts long shadows. Whatever once occupied this building is long gone; only walls, a ceiling and a floor remain. Yel is standing in front of a big metal door with a wheel like you’d see in a bank.

“They can take it all away,” he says, “but the more a thing is hidden, the more it yearns to be found. Scour something with cleansing fire, Teddy, and the ashes will remain, and oh, those ashes will be bitter.” He turns the wheel and the door parts to reveal a staircase, which goes down.

Yel knows I am too far in to back out; he doesn’t have to beckon me to follow him this time.

The basement feels unnaturally cold, and through the light of Yel’s flashlight I can see that it is just as barren as the floor above, only instead of rooms, the basement contains cells with bars.

“So this is where they kept you?” I ask as Yel leads me through hallways of cells. He seems to know where he is going. The basement is much larger that the building above it; likely it is a network connecting many of the buildings underground.

“Only those of us fortunate enough to have outlived our usefulness. Come, here is what you need to see.”

The room is large, at least fifty feet square, and the concrete is all black. There are tiny holes in the walls and two very large ones in the ceiling. Yel aims the flashlight beam at one of them.

“What are those?” I ask.

“Smokestacks.”

**TO BE CONTINUED**

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

The Valley of Tears

Two-parter cop-out: I'm editing at least two chapters a day for my novel, so the rest of this piece of fiction will have to wait until tomorrow. I hope everybody enjoys reading it as much as I enjoy writing it.

The Valley of Tears, Part One

The inn looks just as I remember it. Nestled right up against the mountainside in upper New Hostia, the Royal Arcolia Inn is a testament to humanity’s ability to subjugate a natural landscape and bend it to their whims. The surrounding forest has been manicured into an open, inviting lawn in front of the hotel, and even the hot springs in the mountainside has been renovated to have a palatable appearance. Stalagmites and stalactites have been replaced by hand-carved clay tiles imported from Harbia. Even the mountain road has been paved, and although the Royal Arcolia is a secluded resort, it is a slice of decadent civilization carved out of bare rock.

It has been years since my last visit, and this time the Royal Arcolia is just a waypoint, not an escape from the pressures of the rat race. My real destination is in a nearby valley, a place of secrets that few people know about and even fewer dare to speak of. A shiver of anticipation runs up my spine as I think about the valley. I remind myself how much I love what I do.

I park my sedan in front of the hotel and toss my keys to the valet. I can deal with baggage later; it’s been a long drive from home and my stomach is complaining loudly. I’m not exactly dressed for a five-star restaurant, but everybody knows that if you’re staying at the Royal Arcolia you can afford the food.

The Maître D looks at my baggy flannel shirt and jeans with disdain but forces a smile and leads me through the restaurant. Although it is early in the evening and the establishment has just opened, it has a tendency to fill up quickly. I am led to a small floating table in the middle of the floor. My host is joined by a young man who pours me water as the Maître D recites the chef’s features for the evening: Duck, emperor-style with an orange reduction, hazelnut-crusted halibut, and buffalo flat-iron steak. I’m barely listening as I peruse the wine list; everything he says to me will be on the menu.

I order a gin and tonic and both men leave the table. I don’t want to decide on wine until I figure out what I’m having off the menu, and they make a mean gin and tonic here, with cucumber and lime leaves. I bury my face in the menu and clutch my stomach with one hand as I wait for the drink. The trouble with an empty stomach is that everything looks good; I don’t even like white fish but even the halibut is making my mouth water.

“Not exactly a triaum-friendly menu, is it?” a voice asks. Startled, I look up from my menu to find that somebody is sitting in the formerly empty seat across from me. I can tell right away that he’s a triaum, regardless of what he just said to me. His eyes are enormous in his slender, hairless face and his hair is a tangle of orange. It almost looks like a fire. He wears clothing even more inappropriate for the restaurant than mine: dirty old brown coveralls and a ratty t-shirt.

“I’m sorry,” I reply, “I don’t mean to be rude, but I asked for a table for one. I’m just looking to enjoy a meal in solitude, if you don’t mind.”

Instead of leaving, the man leans forward. I’ve never seen a triaum look so predatory. “Well you’re awfully polite for a human who has just been accosted in a five-star restaurant by an unwashed fairy. I’ll leave if you really want, Mister Stromach, but first indulge me a question: is it true that you’re writing a book about me?”

A part of me feels affronted, another part is apprehensive, but the man across from me has appealed to my sense of curiosity, which always wins out against my better judgement. “I’ll answer your question if you answer one of mine.”

The triaum smiles. His teeth are flawless. “I’m surprised you don’t know the answer already, being such a well-read and well-travelled man of paper and ink, but I’m afraid you have to answer first.”

“I haven’t even asked my question yet.” My gin and tonic arrives and the waiter seems surprised to find the triaum sitting across from me. My guest grabs my drink before I can react and downs it in a single gulp. He hands the empty glass to the waiter.

“Two more of these, if you would, good sir. Oh, and two shots of your best triaum whiskey for me and my friend Mr. Stromach. And...” he grabs the wine list and looks it over in the time it takes me to blink, “a bottle of the Lai’och Estates fee’och.”

The waiter looks at me with concern, but I simply nod and send him on his way. I can only assume that I’ll be footing the bill, but I don’t want to cause a scene. A man as bold as the one in front of me is likely to be dangerous.

“I hope one of those gin and tonics is for me. I’ve been looking forward to one all day.”

“Of course! To toast our new friendship, Theodor.” He gesticulates wildly as he speaks. “And about the bill, well...since you’ll soon be accumulating riches off of my story, I see it as only fair that you reciprocate with a simple gesture of generosity. Besides, what’s a few drinks between friends, eh, Teddy?”

“You still haven’t told me who you are.”

He laughs. His voice is as musical as a hama’s, and although his manner is off-putting, there is something very charming about him. “And you still haven’t answered my question.”

“I’m writing a book about the Valley of Tears. How can I be writing a book about you when I don’t even know who you are?”

The man bursts into laughter again, just as the drinks arrive. I haven’t even had the chance to read the whole menu so I have to wave the waiter away again after he does his big routine with the wine bottle. I find it funny that the waiter shows my guest the bottle first even though it’s going to be on my tab. The waiter does a commendable job of being polite, even when the triaum lectures him on how little of the money from the proceeds of triaum whiskey and wine the reserves actually see.

“Here’s to our new friendship, Teddy,” my mysterious guest exclaims as he raises his rocks glass containing the whiskey. I follow suit and the glasses touch. The liquid is smoky and bitter as it goes down, but very palatable. It would have tasted much better after dinner, though. My companion moves on to his wine, and I take a sip of my gin and tonic to take the edge off the whiskey that lingers on my tongue.

“So you’re writing about the Valley of Tears. Very commendable, Teddy, to write about such a tender subject...but I have faith that you’ll do it justice. You always look at both sides of an issue, don’t you? Every good writer should.”

I smile behind my drink. “I thought you said I was writing a story about you.”

He returns my smile, and there is both mirth and danger in his pale blue eyes. “Oh, but you are, or haven’t you figured it out yet, Teddy?” He finishes his glass of wine and promptly pours another.

“Okay, I’ll bite. A lot of triaum were kept there during the war. What makes you so special?”

Kept there? Oh, Teddy, I dearly hope you’ve done more research than that. Please don’t tell me you think that the Valley was just another prisoner of war camp. You don’t call a place the Valley of Tears to entice the tourists.”

“I know what went on. There are already plenty of books about POW camps but nobody would touch the Valley, or they skimmed over it with lies, so I did a little digging.”

“In which case I’m surprised you’re still here. So you know what they did to us?”

I can’t meet his eyes. They are not soft and warm like most triaum I have met. “No, not exactly. Few people will talk, even triaum. I was threatened with legal action if I pursued this any further, and I had to find a foreign publisher.”

“Hah! As though they would simply ask you to cease your research...no, that would only proclaim their guilt. You will disappear if you publish this, Teddy. Unless you are under somebody else’s protection.”

I finish my gin and tonic and he pours me a generous glass of wine. “I’m not looking for protection. I want answers.”

He watches the waiter return and winks at me. “You know, Teddy, there is a triaum saying that goes: ‘never trust a human who does not ask why’. I’ll tell you what. I’ll come with you to the Valley tomorrow, since I’m sure that’s where you were headed, and I’ll give you all the answers you could ever ask for.”

“And what, exactly, do you want in return?”

“I’m already getting what I want, Teddy. You’re writing a book about me.” He turns to the waiter and orders the summer salad without cheese. I decide on the duck.

“You still haven’t told me your name,” I say accusingly.

He finishes his second glass of wine and leans back in his chair. “When we reach the Valley of Tears, I will tell you my name...and more than you would ever wish to know.”

**TO BE CONTINUED**

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Channel D News

**CHANNEL D NEWS MISSIPPA**

**DAY 252 YEAR 59 STANDARD RECKONING**

**18:00 NEWS WITH TAHO TUMU AND ENORA TANGI**

Tumu: Good evening, and welcome to the eighteen-hour news on Channel D. I’m Taho Tumu with Enora Tangi, and this is what’s happening in the world today. Our top story tonight, right-wing Ciawatcha state chief Huyana Anwatee was found shot dead today in her Missippa Ridge home. Although police officials have declined to comment at this time, many suspect a political motive for the shooting as this comes only days after the passing of State Article 397C, which effectively revoked the agreements of the Pachawanee Charter of year 142 BSR. However, as the police have declined to make comment, suicide has not been ruled out. Taka Toyashida is on the scene with more. Taka?

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Toyashida: Thanks, Taho. I’m here outside Anwatee’s mansion, where earlier today a hama groundskeeper reported shots being fired. Not long after, police arrived to find former Ciawatcha state chief Huyana Anwatee dead in her living room. No other family members were home at the time. Police are still on the scene collecting evidence but have declined to comment, other than to state that Anwatee is indeed deceased. Here in an exclusive Channel D interview is hama groundskeeper Proch Vuuhi.

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Translator: I was in the shed...getting out the lawnmower. Anwatee asked me to always cut the grass in the early afternoon, when it would bother the least...amount of people. She was always considerate like that. I was sitting on the lawnmower, about to start the engine, when I heard a loud noise...coming from the house. At first I thought it was...my lawnmower, but I had a bad feeling. I ran to the house and I found her there with a gun in her hand. (Crying) She would not do that to herself and to her family. I know this. Somebody put that gun in her hand. Then I called the police, and even though they...did not know what I was saying, the cars came soon after.

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Toyashida: Truly a sad day for the state of Ciawatcha. Anwatee’s assistant chief Huata Chiwanee is expected to issue a statement as he assumes the responsibilities of the office tomorrow. Back to you, Taho.

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Tumu: Thanks, Taka. Channel D news will have more on that story as it develops. Now with a special Heritage Day report is Enora Tangi. Enora?

Tangi: Thanks, Taho. Heritage Day. A celebration of the anniversary of our ancestors’ arrival to this land, a chance to spend time with family rarely seen, or for many just an opportunity to celebrate a day away from work. Yet for some, Heritage Day represents something even more thought-provoking: a time to give to those less fortunate.

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Tangi: For the students of Chowangee school, Heritage Day is a time of reflection and compassion. Instead of the usual harvest dances and camping trips, the students went out into the community asking for donations. Over ten thousand kwaya were raised.

Student 1: We...we’re giving money to the fairies because they don’t have a lot of food to eat.

Student 2: We want to help them because they are poor and it’s very sad and we don’t want them to be sad.

Tangi: Some people expressed outrage or disgust when they discovered where the donations were going. They say that they were not told beforehand what was happening with the money and they want it back.

Upset citizen 1: They didn’t tell the kids nothing. They just told them to collect donations for Heritage Day, and nobody’s gonna say no to a little girl with big eyes knocking on your door asking for money. Then we find out it’s going to those (expletive deleted) fairies. Well they asked for those pieces of land and they don’t want to have nothing to do with our money, they said so, so they can (expletive deleted) give back the land if they want to start asking for handouts.

Upset citizen 2: I thought the money was for school fundraising or something. I don’t mind if they want to raise money for them, you know, fairies or triaum or whatever you call ‘em nowadays but I want to know where my money’s going.

Tangi: For the triaum of Tir’Ha Reserve, there are mixed feelings about the donation.

Translator: I think it’s wonderful...that they’ve done this for us. Times have been hard these past few years, and without many rains the crops have been failing. For that school to do that for us...represents a new hope that things will get better.

Angry triaum: That’s interesting, that they think a donation of money will be like some kind of poultice to draw out all the poison that’s been injected into this community over the years. Especially after the charter rights have been revoked, and we have no choice but to use human systems of trade and governance? It’s the last of a long line of insults, to have to accept handouts when we used to be able to rely on ourselves. Well, once you take away a man’s dignity, there’s no telling what he’ll do.

Tangi: But despite mixed feelings on both sides, the reserve accepted the donation. For chief educator Chiwan Mukawe of Chowangee School, it is hoped that this is the first step toward a better relationship between the community and the reserve.

Chief Educator: You’ve got to start with the kids, you know. Teach them compassion and goodwill toward others. My hope is that this donation helps them out...after what’s happened with the law repealing the charter. That’s really what started all of this. It’s not a permanent solution, but hopefully it lets them know that there are those of us in the community who value their presence, who feel bad for what’s happened and want to help.

Tangi: With Channel D news, this is Enora Tangi.

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Tumu: Really interesting story, Enora.

Enora: Thanks, Towa.

Tumu: Now with tonight’s weather forecast, here’s Suraj Dhami. Suraj?

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Tumu: Looks like winter’s on the way, eh Enora?

Enora: As long as there’s less snow than last year, Towa.

Tumu: Just around the corner we’ve got sports with Linden Fruntz, followed by a special sports report, just after the commercial break. Stay tuned.

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**CUT TO SPORTS**

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Fruntz: The Berian Charger. The Devil of the West. Footballer Iurian Buracho-Camoli has many names, but never before has he faced the names being thrown at him now.

Voice from crowd 1: Troll!

Voice from crows 2: Go back to the forest, ape!

Fruntz: Just days after testing for the Year 60 Competitive Games, Buracho-Camoli’s blood came back positive for enzyme 23, which is known to be present only in those who have hama heritage. For Buracho-Camoli, it came as quite a surprise.

Buracho-Camoli: My parents never told me there was troll...hama blood in the family. I just didn’t know. Now I’m being called names everywhere I go, and the papers are filled with my picture, and they say that I didn’t really earn any of my victories. I just want to play football, but now I can’t play for Beria anymore. My teammates tell me to go play in the hama league. I just wish I’d known about this sooner. I don’t know why hama and humans can’t play together in the same league. Hama are bigger but humans are faster. Doesn’t that balance it out?

Fruntz: But for some, banning Buracho-Camoli from the league isn’t enough.

Football Fan: He should be banned from the country. There aren’t any trolls in Beria and there never will be. His parents should be ashamed of themselves for never telling him that he had tainted blood, and they should be banished too, the whole lot of them.

Fruntz: Competitive Games official Olivia Skarpi had this to say:

Skarpi: It is unfortunate, but those are the rules of the competitive games. Buracho-Camoli is free to join a hama football team, or try out for any sport he desires in the hama games happening next year. This is not a thing done out of malice, it is done out of fairness for all human athletes involved. The hama have a size and strength advantage and that is why their games are separate and they compete only with each other.

Fruntz: To Ignacio, it is more than simply the sport, however. It goes much deeper.

Buracho-Camoli: People treat me differently now. It is not just that I cannot compete for my country in the games, which has been my dream since I was a little boy. Anybody who knows now, they look at me like I am different. Even friends from my hometown. Names are shouted at me now from across the street. Some places will not serve me. I tell you, I am not a hama. Maybe I have a bit of hama blood but I am a human. I am not one of them, but nobody will listen. I do not understand why this happened to me. I just want to play football.

Fruntz: The coach of Team Beria declined to comment.

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Tumu: Thanks, Linden. This concludes our eighteen-hour news report. For more developments on news as it happens in the world and in your community, please stay tuned for the twenty-one-hour report. I’m Taho Tumu.

Tangi: And I’m Enora Tangi, wishing you a good evening, Missippa.